High Hopes

Met a guy tonight after my set who told me he was jealous of me for going out and "following my dream." He then proceeded to tell me that he hopes to one day fulfil his life long dream of moving to Colorado so he can start growing and selling marijuana. Here's to you buddy.. keep reaching for the stars.

This is a crazy dream (what am i doing?)

So let me say this: This is my blog/drunk ramblings/meltdown/outlet to the real world. For the last two months I've been living a nomadic lifestyle. I put all my shit in storage and I decided to see what it was like living with "no possesions." So far it's been very liberating living a minimalist life and surviving on rashins. I love what I do. I love connecting with people and sharing a moment with absolute strangers. Tonight I turned down a very nice job making a good amount of money and for what? To drive arund the US? To drink an obscene amount of alcohol and perform in places not even listed on a school map? This is the path I've chosen. I can't even explain why I've chosen this life but I have. I'm going to California in three days and I'm half excited and half terrified. I'm leaving my comfort zone. I'm saying goodbye to friends and family to chase a dream I've had since the 1st grade. Is this the right decision? Only time will tell.. Thanks to my friends for lettng me crash with them and thanks to the great state of Texas for being my home the last 31 years. Let's see where this crazy dream takes us.....